♥ Cute boy ♥

two days ago, to be precise, when my mind was super messed up, coz of school thing is clashed everywhere... and i hadn't had a proper meal from morning, so a hungry friend asked me to have a lunch. Shortly we decided a food stall that sell porridge and noodle. the stall is near to campus, so we got there in no time.

Friend (f) : what do you want to eat?? I'll get a fried noodle with egg, also iced lime juice.

Me : hmm... ah, porridge, umm.. ah, noddle?? *Looking at the menu* Ah, soto flavored noddle...*looking at seller, then awkward break* ...with egg.*blush*

after that, we found a seat and talked about our apprentice jobs. but that's not what i want to tell.

what I want to tell is the awkward break and blushing part XDD those were actually happened, because the waiter, err... seller, was SUPER CUTE!! but then i felt so stupid coz i acted like i my heart skip a beat, that was embarrassing XDD seriously, he's cute. with a rather like Justin Beiber hairstyle... ♥

tehehehe, i wonder why he work at such a place. why he didn't go to college like us... College will be more colorful if there's someone like him Lol ♥

by the way, i acted like nothing happened when i talked to my friend, as i said before... that's just too embarrassing...

i also wonder, why i wrote this... it's just like a song, Kirei da by w-inds. XDD lol

Kirei da [ キレイだ] - w-inds.

Lyrics and Music : Sukima Switch

冷静に照らし合わせてみれば　君と僕は正反対で

calmly if we compare it together, you and I are poles apart

数字だとしたら6と9のようなもんだな

as if in numbers, we are like 6 and 9 right?

キュウに一人にされた居間では

All of a sudden I was left alone in the living room by myself

食べ散らかしたインスタントの

空っぽ容器とロクでもない僕が残った

the good-for-nothing me was left behind with the scattered empty instant food containers

いろんなことが望みどおりにいかなかったなぁ

A lot of things did not go as I wanted them to be

浅はかだったなぁ…

it was silly, wasn't it...

そのうち忘れるんだって

思いつめてもしょうがないんだって

that I will forget it in time,that it cannot be helped if I torment myself with it

戻らないものはもう戻らない

things that cannot return won't return anymore

何度も手にとる写真は破れず、君はキレイだ

for many times I can't tear apart the picture that I hold in my hand, you are beautiful

君がくれた手紙を一つずつ　紙飛行機に変えながら

While I'm making paper planes one by one from your letters

ただ願うんだ「できるだけ遠くへ飛べ!」

I just wish, Fly as it can to a faraway place!

繰り返し観たカンフー映画でも観てみよう

I will try to watch the kungfu movie that I watched repeatedly over and over

気を紛らわそう

My feeling begins to be distracted

それでもいつかひょっとして

君を思い続けてればって

And yet, that if some time I keep thinking of you by any chance

くだらないモノがまだ無くならない

the worthless things won't go away just yet

情けなく引きずり続けている、自分がキライだ

I hate myself that is miserably keeping on to be bound to the past

なんだかんだ言ってたって

that no matter what I said

この性格は変わらないんだって

that this personality of mine won't change

ラララ…いいじゃない

lalala... isn't that good?

力なく吐くため息混じりの君の名前

I helplessly utter your name which mixed up with a sigh

こんなはずじゃなかったって

憤りを感じてんだって

that it wasn't like this, it was said that I felt the anger

切ない歌なんて歌うのはバカみたい?

Am I like a fool if I sing a sad song?

やっぱり手にとる写真は破れず、君はキレイだ

After all, I guess I just cannot bring myself to tear apart this picture in my hand, you are so beautiful

やっぱり君は…

I guess you really are...

(•^_^ •)?