cemburukah kami?

apa kami ini sedang cemburu? apa kami ini sedang merajuk? apa kami ini ingin menang lagi? rasanya muak dengan berita yang terus diulang-ulang. video yang terus menerus diulang-ulang... muak dengan beritanya, topik yang dibicarakan, dan betapa senangnya para pecinta tentang berita itu. rasanya sebal, rasanya marah, rasanya iri...

apa yang sebenarnya kami mau? apa kami ingin apa yang kami elu-elukan dibicarakan, diberitakan segencar itu? apa kami ingin apa yang kami sukai dicintai oleh semua orang? Bukan...

yang kami mau, janganlah berlebihan hingga mengganggu wilayah kami! jangan campur adukan apa yang kami banggakan dengan apa yang mereka banggakan! keduanya sangat berbeda, meskipun ada omongan sirik yang mengatakan mereka mirip dan saling menirukan. memang hanya kami yang mengerti apa yang kami banggakan, kami juga tak mengerti apa yang mereka banggakan. begitu pula sebaliknya. kami hargai apa yang mereka elu-elukan, mungkin risih, tapi kami tak pernah mengganggu mereka. jadi jangan campur adukkan dan seenaknya mengacau apa yang sudah kami bangun. itu yang kami rasakan...



singkatnya: AAAAHHHHH!! SKALI-KALI STOP NGOBROLIN K*REA MULU!!!

My Father's Friend's Daughter Wedding Party XD

The title sounds crappy... hahaha.

Tonight a friend of my Pa is holding a wedding party for her daughter. But unfortunately, my Pa has an important job that will done later in the midnight, so he can't attend it and this friend is a close friend who works in the same department as my Pa. So actually he can't miss it too. So, my Pa decided that Mom has to attend it, but whom she has to go with?? Then this is the Lil bro show time XDD. He has been too busy with himself, his dream his business, while he's just a 2nd in senior high school. This is also a trick from my parents to keep him from busying himself and never caring for other.

The thing that made my parents quite surprised is my Lil bro do it willingly without even protesting. It has been years since the last time my parents ask me or my bro to come attend a wedding party with them. The only thing he asked was, what should he wear? My Mom answer that he could wear a batik shirt or a shirt with my Pa's format jacket. Also since he's quite shopper than me and always brand minded, he asked what about the shoes? So he went to shoes store and bought a Van's or perhaps Macbeth shoes, but i think he's silly... why bother to buy a black-orange-white colored shoes if you'll wear a blue black jacket? He's serious silly, no, he's BAKA!!

So, just now my Mom and my Lil bro went to attend that wedding party.. I took some picture of them. Hehehe, it just rare to see my Lil bro in suit XDD btw, he's wearing a blue jeans since he has no cotton pants.

My Lil bro tonight's outfit : Blue-Black jacket suit (my Pa's) + white stripped shirt (my Pa's) + dark blue-gray jeans + a pair black-orange-white colored Van's. Lol

This is how they looked tonight♥
My Lil brother and My Lovely Mom ♥

note: He's looked more like my uncle rather than my Lil Brother XDD

♥ Cute boy ♥

two days ago, to be precise, when my mind was super messed up, coz of school thing is clashed everywhere... and i hadn't had a proper meal from morning, so a hungry friend asked me to have a lunch. Shortly we decided a food stall that sell porridge and noodle. the stall is near to campus, so we got there in no time.

Friend (f) : what do you want to eat?? I'll get a fried noodle with egg, also iced lime juice.

Me : hmm... ah, porridge, umm.. ah, noddle?? *Looking at the menu* Ah, soto flavored noddle...*looking at seller, then awkward break* ...with egg.*blush*

after that, we found a seat and talked about our apprentice jobs. but that's not what i want to tell.

what I want to tell is the awkward break and blushing part XDD those were actually happened, because the waiter, err... seller, was SUPER CUTE!! but then i felt so stupid coz i acted like i my heart skip a beat, that was embarrassing XDD seriously, he's cute. with a rather like Justin Beiber hairstyle... ♥

tehehehe, i wonder why he work at such a place. why he didn't go to college like us... College will be more colorful if there's someone like him Lol ♥

by the way, i acted like nothing happened when i talked to my friend, as i said before... that's just too embarrassing...

i also wonder, why i wrote this... it's just like a song, Kirei da by w-inds. XDD lol

Kirei da [ キレイだ] - w-inds.

Lyrics and Music : Sukima Switch

冷静に照らし合わせてみれば　君と僕は正反対で

calmly if we compare it together, you and I are poles apart

数字だとしたら6と9のようなもんだな

as if in numbers, we are like 6 and 9 right?

キュウに一人にされた居間では

All of a sudden I was left alone in the living room by myself

食べ散らかしたインスタントの

空っぽ容器とロクでもない僕が残った

the good-for-nothing me was left behind with the scattered empty instant food containers

いろんなことが望みどおりにいかなかったなぁ

A lot of things did not go as I wanted them to be

浅はかだったなぁ…

it was silly, wasn't it...

そのうち忘れるんだって

思いつめてもしょうがないんだって

that I will forget it in time,that it cannot be helped if I torment myself with it

戻らないものはもう戻らない

things that cannot return won't return anymore

何度も手にとる写真は破れず、君はキレイだ

for many times I can't tear apart the picture that I hold in my hand, you are beautiful

君がくれた手紙を一つずつ　紙飛行機に変えながら

While I'm making paper planes one by one from your letters

ただ願うんだ「できるだけ遠くへ飛べ!」

I just wish, Fly as it can to a faraway place!

繰り返し観たカンフー映画でも観てみよう

I will try to watch the kungfu movie that I watched repeatedly over and over

気を紛らわそう

My feeling begins to be distracted

それでもいつかひょっとして

君を思い続けてればって

And yet, that if some time I keep thinking of you by any chance

くだらないモノがまだ無くならない

the worthless things won't go away just yet

情けなく引きずり続けている、自分がキライだ

I hate myself that is miserably keeping on to be bound to the past

なんだかんだ言ってたって

that no matter what I said

この性格は変わらないんだって

that this personality of mine won't change

ラララ…いいじゃない

lalala... isn't that good?

力なく吐くため息混じりの君の名前

I helplessly utter your name which mixed up with a sigh

こんなはずじゃなかったって

憤りを感じてんだって

that it wasn't like this, it was said that I felt the anger

切ない歌なんて歌うのはバカみたい?

Am I like a fool if I sing a sad song?

やっぱり手にとる写真は破れず、君はキレイだ

After all, I guess I just cannot bring myself to tear apart this picture in my hand, you are so beautiful

やっぱり君は…

I guess you really are...

(•^_^ •)?

Unexpectedly Beautiful part two

Continuity, some beautiful visions I've ever seen so far...

Beauty that mesmerizing me, thank to Him who beautifully created them in this world... :)

A grasshopper (suborder Caelifera) on lime tree.

people says this flower is poisonous, but i think it's cute :) btw, this is not my plant, my neighbor's Lol

The lime tree, is really favorited by insect. after a grasshopper, the a beautiful yellow butterfly which had just cracked from its pupa. Before being pupa, as caterpillar, it had eaten all the lime tree's leaved, lol

I took this flower picture when i was on field trip on a Alas Purwo National Park, southeastern part of east Java.

Plantae, people, animal, sky, everything have their own beauty...

hybrid colored sunflower, Helianthus annuus.

Shinomiya Nagito, japanese GAV actor. He's just beautiful... I wonder why he chose his job, when he, In my opinion, qualified to be a real actor. His beauty is just like those Watanabe or Johnny's boys.

i think this is a species on Asteraceae family... Lucky me, got extra bug as garnish Lol

-=Chiba Ryohei=-

he's just beautiful, beautiful... I never know him myself, so I deeply wish that he's as beautiful inside out as I think.

they're just beautiful...

Unexpectedly Beautiful (only some by Me)

These are my vision of beauty...

Little pink Flower... it's a shame that i don't know all these flower scientific name... (by Me)

Yellow, tiny, pretty, and spiky (by Me)

growing up... from it's creeping body (by Me)

Strobilus of Pinus merkusii. (by Me)

Bursting Bubble (by Richard Heeks of Exeter)

The world on the bubble by Mila Zinkova

Capturing the mesmerizing vision of my eyes...

Tugas Akhir... Is it called Final Paper or Thesis in English??

Seperti postingan lainnya, saya sudah mencoba ber-English ria... tapi gagal...

Beberapa ini jadi adem panas gara-gara KRSan, abis mata kuliah bentrok melulu... sampe akhirnya aku cuma bisa ambil 16sks... HWAAAAAA entu jauh lebih sedikit dari targetku!!! *Awalnya pengen ambil sampe 24sks*

Akhirnya aku memutuskan bersabar nunggu keajaiban perubahan jadwal oleh bu Sekjur dan sharing-sharing sama senpai soal matkul mana yang enaknya diambil dan enaknya dibuang... Karena mentok-mentok juga, akhirnya mbak senpainya menyarankan ambil SP alias Seminar Proposal Skripsi!! UWAAW, saran yang baik dan buruk tuh, baiknya biar aku cepet fokus sama skripsi, buruknya... MAU PENELITIAN APA AKU?? Belum ada ide sampe sana, trus mbak senpainya bilang aku suru ikut penelitiannya dosen. Emang sih ada seorang ibu dosen yang baik hati yang lagi cari mahasiswa angkatanku buat penelitian. Tapi sayang, penelitiannya belum menggerakkan hatiku. Trus ada juga bapak dosen yang keren yang juga lagi cari mahasiswa untuk bantu penelitiannya, tapi yang ini topiknya malah makin jauh dari maksud hati.

Akhirnya mbak senpai pun menyarankan... "Kalo mau milih topik skripsi tuh 3 tingkatannya." Dan tiga tingkatannya itu adalah:

1. Yang sesuai dengan bidang yang kamu sukai, karena kalo penelitian hal yang disukai pasti hasilnya lebih bikin sreg dan prosesnya jadi lebih menyenangkan walopun ribet.

2. Yang mungkin dilakukan, soalnya kadang topik yang kita suka tu sulit ato malah terlalu sulit untuk dilakukan karena kendala biaya, alat, literatur, ini dan itu... Makanya penelitian dengan kemungkinan dilakukan lebih tinggi dan dengan topik yang cukup kita sukai harus jadi pertimbangan.

3. Yang ada atau ditawarkan, kalo ini adalah pilihan terakhir jadi ya yang ada atau yang ditawarkan dan mungkin dilakukan aja yang kita pilih... Rasanya tu kyk suka-gak suka yang ada ini, ya ini yang lakukan...

kalo saran dari dosen sih... HARUS RAJIN-RAJIN CARI LITERATUR DAN BACA BIAR DAPAT IDE!! tapi rasnya maleeeeessss BGt bo'...

Ayo!! Ayo!! Jangan Males... biar kuliah cepet kelar!!!

Just want to post this... Baby Beel without his Pacifier XDD

I took the pictures from Beelzebub anime episode 10, when Hildegarde offer Baby Beel a bottle of milk that she drawn on Waku-waku Notebook... Baby Beel was happy to receive the milk, not until he know how it tasted...

Well, i'm considered it as a rare moment, since Baby Beel, almost never takes off his pacifier... hahahaha...

i wonder if the pic moves or not, since it's a GIF pic... i wish it'll move...

Ok..Ok.. i know, I have to admit, this post is pointless... LOL

[Honjitsu wa Seiten Nari] by Do As Infinity << Alunan yang menyemangati PKL

[i have tried to write this entry in english, but believe me, you wouldn't want to read it. So why don't I write it in my beloved native language? :)]

Berhari-hari menggalau karena PKL yang bikin shock, tak kusangka kau akan mengagetkan itu wahai PKL. :D Hari pertama datang jam 8an, langsung dititipi tugas bikin preparat jaringan kulit polong dan kulit ari suatu jenis kacang. Tapi itu okelah, kan lab di jurusan yang bikin dan aku disuruh bantu-bantu. Dan kalo aku bantu-bantu di kampus, berarti gak usah ke lab di tempat PKL. Tapi berita kedua tak seindah itu, aku disuruh ambil sendiri sampelnya besok pagi bareng sama petugas dari tempat PKL ke kebun percobaan di luar kota yang kira-kira 3 jam kalo naik mobil (o_0);. Tapi masih lumayan, jalan-jalan gratis :).

Ternyata berita yang bikin shock gak cuma itu aja, tanaman yang niatnya mau kupake penelitian ternyata... telah tuir dan terserang layu. Mana bisa diamati pertumbuhannya tu?! Udah gitu daunnya banyak yang menguning pula, akhirnya terpaksa ambil data 1 kali aja, padahal dirancangannya 3 kali ambil data pertumbuhan. Tanaman penelitianku pun dipanen, dan sampe sekarang belum kuukur tinggi tanamannya. Sebenernya itu bukan tanaman ujiku, punya pembimbingku, tapi aku minta tanam sendiri gak diijinin ya sutralah... *ngelus dada*. Sampel daun yang kuambil hari itupun kubawa ke kampus, jam setengah 10. (jadi di tempat PKL tu cuma sejam setengah =.=;)

Namun, takdir berkata lain, niat untuk langsung analisis sampel daun pun kandas di tengah jalan (bleh bahasanya :P). MATI LAMPU BOO'!! Rupanya angin yang sedari kemarin mengiringi kegalauanku, bikin perusahaan listrik negara yang kita cintai itu gak brani ngalirin listrik, takut ada kabel yang putus dan memanggang orang di jalanan. Alhasil yang bisa kulakukan adalah menanyakan ke sana kemari mengenai pembuatan preparat itu, lapor alias ngadu ke pembimbing di kampus, dan akhirnya bikin preparat stomata (pake kutex) sambil menemani senpaiku ngelab... Jam 12 selesai bikin preparat, ngantuk menyerang. Setan yang bikin ngantuk pun menendang-nendang kelopak mataku, dan aku pun tertidur di meja lab (dasar doyan ngebo, dimana aja klo ngantuk si ayuuk aja XDD). Tau dah waktu itu ngorok apa kagak, moga-moga aja nggak hahahaha! Abis perjalanan dari rumah-tempat PKL-kampus tuh JAUUUUHHH BGT!! Pantat sama pinggang rasanya mau patah!

Ternyata tidur membawa berkah, eh pas bangun listriknya nyala! Lanjut kerja deh, mengamati stomata. Sumpah bikin mata berantakan rasanya, abis stomata sama sel penjaganya rapet banget! Karena otak belum full rasanya, aku foto-foto aja, males ngitungnya. Dan aku pulang...

Beberapa hari setelah itu ternyata nasibku agaknya masih sama saja, ambil sampel jauh-jauh ke luar kota, eh, sampelnya gak sesuai harapan. Pulangnya ke tempat PKL yang jauh itu, niatnya liat-liat kali aja masi ada sampel yang sesuai. Eh, tenyata nihil juga! Pulang naik angkot karena gak bawa motor, sambil melawan keganasan angin Imlek yang masih mengiringi kegalauanku. Mampir kampus, baru pulang... Besoknya mau pake alat buat analisis daun, adaaaaa aja halangan dan rintangan yang menghadang. Ternyata harus ijin ini itu buat pake lab, mau pake alat A harus nunggu di set dulu sampe yang lain kelupaan. Laborannya pake acara ngilang berjam-jam... dan sampelku pun sudah hampir gak bisa dipake. Akhirnya aku ngitung stomata yang kemaren blum diitung.

Hingga akhirnya hari ini bisa juga pake alat, tapi sebelum pake alat itu serangkaian pengolahan sampel yang memakan waktu 3 jam-an. Lappeeerrrr... tapi belum selesai, akhirnya alat itupun dipake. Pengujian ini itu ternyata makan waktu yang cukup lama skitar 90 menitan. Dan korbannya adalah sampel lagi, karena aku kelamaan di satu pengamatan. Hal-hal yang lain yang harus diamati pake alat lainnya pun gak bisa dilakukan karena kesorean dan pinjem alat sore-sore tu biasanya gak boleh karena laborannya hampir habis jam kerjanya dan pakenya gak bisa diitung lamanya. AKIBATNYA: sampelku harus nginep lagi di kulkas lab sampe senin besok... Moga-moga masi bisa dipake. Semangatlah Mii...

LALU....

Apakah hubungannya [Honjitsu wa Seiten Nari] by Do As Infinity sama PKLku?? Lagu ini bener-bener sip banget. Awalnya aku gak terlalu merhatiin liriknya, yang aku suka cuma bagian "STAND UP FOR YOUR LIFE!". Rasanya tuh kayak, hidup ini udah diambang batas, ayo berjuang! Dan ketika aku mengusir frustrasi gara-gara gak bisa ngapa-ngapain di rumah sementara di kampus sampelku tercintah menunggu untuk dianalisis, lagu ini sering banget dimainin sama winamp yang ku set random. Alhasil semangat pun mulai terbakar lagi.

Barusan pas browsing translationnya lagu ini, aku berasa jadi orang yang diceritain dilagu itu, yaitu orang yang lagi frustrasi dan akhirnya lazying around trus disemangati lagi sama nyanyiannya Ban-chan... Sip banget dah tu lagu! mau lirik ato musiknya semua KEREN!!!

SO buat Bonus, nih liriknya:

[Honjitsu wa Seiten Nari] by Do As Infinity

Aa nande konnan de
Namida dechaun daro?
Mou chotto mou chotto
Umaku ieta nara na...
Nee! Doushitara ii no?

Taiyou ga warau
Dame dame na bokura
"Subarashiki natsu ga
Nigeteku ze"

DON'T MIND sono namida o fuite
STAND UP FOR YOUR LIFE!
Anata no kawari nante inainda!

Yaritakute dekinakute
Nanka tsumannainda
Tsuyogatte ikigatte nan mo
Shitakunainda
Nee! Doushitara ii no?

Hito no sei ni shitari
Gyakugire shitari
Dame dame na bokura
Kiete yuke!

HEY GUYS sono PURAIDO (Pride) o sutete
GO TO YOUR NEXT STAGE!
Jibun o norikoete
CHANGE THE WORLD!

Taiyou ga warau
Dame dame na bokura
"Subarashiki toki ga
Nigeteku ze"

DON'T MIND sono namida o fuite
STAND UP FOR YOUR LIFE!
Anata no kawari nante inainda!
Ima CHANGE THE WORLD!
DO THE BEST OF YOU!

Kimi datte boku datte kidzuite inai dake
Ame datte dame datte
Honjitsu wa seiten nari

Kimi datte boku datte kidzuite inai dake
Ame datte dame datte
Honjitsu wa seiten nari

Translation (ENG):

Oh, why am I
Crying like this?
If only I could have said it
A little, little better...
Hey! What should I do?

The sun laughs
At us slackers:
"A wonderful summer
Is slipping away!"

Don't mind; wipe away your tears --
Stand up for your life!
Nobody can take your place!

It's so boring
Wanting to do stuff but not being able to...
I don't want to put on a front and act tough,
Or anything like that...
Hey! What should I do?

Get rid of the useless people
We used to be,
Who blamed other people
And got defensive!

Hey guys, throw away your pride --
Go to your next stage!
Be more than you are now --
Change the world!

The sun laughs
At us slackers:
"A wonderful time
Is slipping away!"

Don't mind; wipe away your tears --
Stand up for your life!
Nobody can take your place!
Change the world now!
Do the best of you!

Both you and I just haven't noticed:
Even if it's raining, even if it's hopeless,
The sun will come out today.

Both you and I just haven't noticed:
Even if it's raining, even if it's hopeless,
The sun will come out today.

Credit to: Translation by: Kiwi Musume (WAFTF & Kiwi Musume's Lyrics Site)
»Romaji by: Cori (Corichan.com)